Saturday, January 19, 2008
it has been 19 days since 2008 started.
so it has been 18 days since school started.
after 18 days, i still cannot feel anything for my class.
and i miss twofive more and more every single day.
i dun feel a sense of belonging in my class at all, not even a inch.
during the sec3 camp, i have been thinking about "wad if".
wad if i went to the camp with twofive?
wad if i went canoning with twofive and we held our hands together in the middle of the sea and cheered?
wad if we had a performance together in the night of campfire?
wont that be great?
if it's with twofive, i am sure it will be a memorable one.
but it's not.
i fear a lot. i fear that i will forget twofive. i fear that everyone will begin to forget twofive.
i fear that we will just become enemies one day.
i am very selfish.
when i saw you all happily with your classes, i do feel happy for you.
but in the other hand, i fear.
and memories and flashbacks will just flow back.
everytime when i saw you all, i just have a urge to say i love you to you all.
okay. i am like emo shit. lols. wadever.
to conclude.
i really love you all alot alot!
as much as it was.
it never lessen at all.
and it's getting more and more.
i miss you all too.
how i wish we can say the cheer again.



twofive we gonna say eh yo eh yo eh yo!
woo ah ah ah, woo ah ah ah, woo ah ah ah!
twofive woosh! <3
reg no.7 of twofive07 signing off.
stopped @ 10:53 PM